Yeah! Thn ni raya b'3..

Selamat Hari Raya dr kami.. Maaf Zahir & Batin.. jgn lupa duit raya utk ammar.. hehehe~

Hari bganti hari..mggu ke mggu.. bulan ke bulan..

Pejam celik pejam celik. Dh besor permata hati kami ni.. Rse mcm baru je smlm mama pgg tgn kecik kamu. Dkung kamu pg klinik sbb jaundice.. Lencun kne kencing time tukar pampers memlm.. bulan bganti bulan, kesadoan smakin ketara. (Ckup nutrisi)

Skjb je rse..tetibe dh 6bulan.. ammar pon dh start mkn.. first meal puree kurma.. nmpk mnarik phatian..

Sihat dgn jayanye..

Hasil pkembangan beberapa mggu kmudian..dkt sebulan ammar kne jaundice. Sblum first klinik bacaan dh normal. Pipi pon smakin mge'pau' panas dr bulan ke bulan..

Jd ank yg baik..lembut hati..yer ammar.. Mama syg ammar.. dunia akhirat..

Seperti cinta pandang pertama~

Ari ke-7 kelahiran baby comel ku.. Nme diberi AHMAD AMMAR = yg terpuji yg warak. Smoga namamu ini akn mlambangkan keperibadian dirimu kelak.. msih halus lg.. lahir pon 3.1kg je.. arini kne cukur rambut..

Nsib baik good boy.. tdo je.. grk pon sikit2..

Our little precious~

18 jan Lps turun darah, check kt hsptl.. dktr soh warded.. maka bsantai la di hsptl yg aman dan damai..

Adakah ini lunch n minum ptg paling mabeles sblum xleh mkn pape selama 44ari.. huhuhu~ ptut la misi bg bedal kopi. Tkut kempunan pula.. n sape kata mknn hsptl xsdp..tomyam n kangkung goreng selera mkn, lupa kjb tgh sakit.. hee~

19 jan After 24 hour.. air ketuban still xpecah..wlaupon contraction kuat.. dktr decide utk tlog pecahkan.. tp tghari tu xde dktr pula.. smpai ke ptg la tnggu. Ptg tu lps pecahkn air ketuban.. sakitnye hnya Allah je la thu.. sblum maghrib, lahir la pmata hati yg dtunggu2.. Syukur kpd-MU..

Our first nite with u in my arm baby...

Bermula la telenovela channel bella..

Mr.hubby bgthu die kne outstation.. jauh.. sabah.. n lama.. 2month gitu.. very long days.. maka channel bella pon turn on la d'kg.. huhu~

Day by day.. bkn mudah mhadap hari2 bsendirian.. wlaupon dsamping fmily tercinta. Fmily bwk bcuti weekend.. kwn ajk keluar jenjln (mkn).. hmm~ still same.. alone.. mnggu bganti mnggu, baby dlm perut mkin besar.. klau check up, kekdg jeles tgk kengkwn dtg dgn hubby memasing.. kami dtg b'2 je.. (tguris tahu tak?) Anyway xde la direct 2bln tu xde jmpe mr.hubby. die ade gak balik ble free. So, telenovela tu xde la tragik sgt.. hee~

My BFF wedding~

Here we are.. my best..best friend kwin dh.. welcome to the club beb..

Awww~ somelnye.. mme ade org kwin xcomel kn.. hope your love will last until jannah dear..

Sape lg comel.. pngantin ke mak dara?? Hihihi~ kenangan ni.. xpnh lg sebambam ini seumur idup..

Selamat hari raya~

Sungguhpon puase ku tidak penuh akibat kekangan kesihatan n atas nasihat misi.. tp raya tetap raya.. haha~

digambo msih b'2.. hakikat sudah b'3.. soon~ xsbar utk next year raya.. hee~

Another new life begin~

After mnikmati quality time with my ank2 bulus selama beberapa bulan.. we get a good news.. another fmily member will coming.. kali ni bkn kategory berbulus.. i'm pregnant.. again.. Alhamdulillah~ maka m'harungi la saat first trimester d'bulan ramadhan yg agk mcabar..

Ni lak gmba first ramadhan. Merayap dgn eera..die dtg holiday ke tganu bulan pose lak.. hihi~

Hampir bsawang~

Mnyepi skjb..prlukn masa utk tenangkn dri..Ececeh~ my life more fokus kpd ank2 bulus..sblum ni miho sekor je.. di tambah bella n alvin..

Ni gmba time dieorg cecomel.. xtgk lg time memasing buas.. haha~

Holiday ke??

Last thursday, kteorg kne hangkut ke kuantan.. kuantan lg? hihi~ mr. Hubby tetibe je bgthu kne pg kuantan arini gak.. pdahal die xbalik umh pon lg. Sbb blayar. So, kita yg kt umh ni packing je la siap2. Nk dkt kul4 time tgh feeling2 tgk episode last be careful with my heart smbil air mata bjujuran baru mr.hubby smpai umh.. sape yg xtgk cite tu mmg rugi hokey! Sgt nice n sweet.. ok, back to our story.. siap2.. wngi2.. bubuh bedak smue.. dlm kul6 bru grk ke kuantan..pjlnn dlm 4jam.. smpai kuantan kul10. Nk dkt smpai tu mmg dh cll dlm 10 boarding school utk miho.. n smue dh tutup! Abis la!! Last2, xde choice..seludup je la miho ni. So, kne la cari pnginapan yg bkn hotel tingkat2 yer. Sbb miho ni bkn besar tapak tgn nk seludup msok dlm beg.. die dh besar~ Xmuat nk msok beg. Hahaha~ Puas la mncari tmpt nk tdo. Aish~ mguji ksabaran. Sbb resort or chalet ni tgh2 mlm sana sini tutup dh. Last try tny dkt pelangi balok. Haa~ ade kosong. Akhirnye~~

** mummy: ekut awk la nk tdo mne pon.. dlm bilik air pon bole~ hikhikhik..

FIRST MORNING.. bukak2 mata je nmpk mambng oren ni.. huu~

** mummy: mummy bwk miho tmpt special sgt arini.. tmpt tu selesa, wangi, ade aircond.. (mummy nk antr school. Wawawawa~)

Smentara tnggu dady pg work, kami bmalas-malasan atas katil je. Miho lak bz main tali busyuk die. Eeee~ bau bacin!.

Tghari bru antr miho ke school. Then report la kt ckgu yg tgn miho ade luka bnanah. N dagu die pon ade luka sikit. Bdk nakal kn. Suka pnjt tingkap. Then tsngkut. Hahaha~ Ckgu kata miho xleh boarding, kne msok bhgian ward. Kuarantin. Tkut luka die ade kuman. Kng pening ckgu klau jngkit kucing2 lain. Ok la ckgu, xksh la nk bt ape. Asalkn miho baik2.. hihihi~

Dinner mlm ni dkt ecm. Feeling nk mkn nasi ayam. Food court die byr kne guna kad, kne tpup then bru byr kt kaunter tmpt order mknn. Canggih.. haha~

After dinner, kita menonton pula..

**Hnsemnye capten amerika ni.. Hero xkn mati hokey! Hahaha~

Second day..kne balik tganu dh.. kita lunch dulu sblum memulakn pjlnn yer..

**sirap limau n nasi lauk.

Then amik miho dkt school. Ckgu kata miho kne inject. Dpt pil n ubt utk cuci luka After smggu kne review smula ke dktr utk pkembngan luka miho ni..xsure la kne dtg school ke ckgu akn cll je.

**mmg bsilat la mummy nk cuci luka n bubuh ubt.. then nk mkn pil lg. Nsib bik bkn cecair..klau tak, abis mummy kne sembur. Sbb mmg miho xsuka telan ubt cecair ni. Hahaha..

Ok, last but not least.. Nah, kteorg blanje pic selfie.

**ok, ketara sgt mummy yg syok sndri..(-_-")

makan..makan..

Arini my first try bt satay daging.. mr.hubby trus kata nk ajk kwn die mkn kt umh.. so, ok la.. prepare la utk aktvt mlm ni.. hehe~ Sesi membakar satay..

Antara tetamu vvip I.. kak d n husband~

And aiman with fiance~

Menu of the nite~

**air sirap, dadih, buah tembikai, satay ayam and daging, kuah kacang, lontong.. simple!

First time miho boarding.. and mumy dady honeymoon.. hahaha~

Mr.hubby ade latihan dkt kuantan.. maka, kami pon kne hangkut skali.. d'sbbkn nk stay 2mlm. We decide antr miho boarding.. Xmo dh pndng mumy.. sbb thu akn kne tinggal kt school.. hihi~ be a good boy k.. mumy bkn xnk bwk awk. Tp, nti awk boring dkt bilik hotel. Kt school kn rmai kwn..

Ok, first nite kteorg mkn bnde ni dkt ecm..dkt sushi king.

**I dh lama k xmkn bnde2 gini..xpe, try. Nasi n sup die xkne dgn tekak la. I tekak omputih. Bkn tekak jepun. Wawawa~ Second nite, lyn tekak omputih lak..nyumm~ hrga sgt bpatutan. Restoran die style fast food. Kne beratur nk bli..

Day 3..ok, time amik miho dr school n kne balik tganu dh..

**wow! Baby mumy nmpk hensem la. Cikgu grooming erk??

**crdt to: mr.hubby

jalan2 ke kelantan..

Sunset view river gitu.. tmpt kami mnginap mlm ni..

Licin mkn kueh tiaw tomyam..hihi~ ni dkt expo mknn halal..

Rse mcm dh lama xamik gmba berdua..ni dkt pntai tok bali.. on da way balik..

Ikan bakar kt sini katanye pling terbaik.. sbb tu mkn licin.. hihi~

My besday this year.. try to smile..

Di Green Box! For besday girl is free.. berkarok dgn mr.hubby. hihi~ tp, gmba mknn lak.. sbb kteorg karok midnite. So, ade buffet. Ape lg, mkn la puas2.. smbil2 mnyumbangkn suara yg mmg sumbng. Wiwiwiw~

Hadiah dr mak ayh.. ole2 dr langkawi..

Pastu balik maokil..mak bekalkn mknn best. Iaitu kluban.. mknn jawa, sebutan pon jawa.. dlm bhsa melayu nme die urap2.. ibu pon msak sdp2..

**(-_-)

After recovery~

Setelah hampir sebulan b'pantang.. so, berselfie la I.. hehe~

**mknn tu mkn b'3 je pon.. I, bff I and nenek.. bg b'raikan kemerdekaan I.. wiwiwiwi~ mak ayh pg holiday ke langkawi. Huhu~ I kne tinggl..

**ni gmba yg ayh send dr langkawi.. wuwuwuw~ bestnye...

I lost~

That my name?? Why?? Why me??

**I lost half of me. I had a miscarriage. Hopefully I will have the strength of all this. Facing some external pain only Allah knows. Inner pain.. only able to cry in the hearts.. ya Allah..gave me strength..

**it's more from left right now..(-_-)